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Shackles Keep Pulling Me Backwards
These shackles have burned into my ankles for too long;
My feet are desperately trying to pry themselves away from my body
For what is the use of a tool made to move you,
If you have no intention to move?
I love the handcuffs on my wrists
But not the person I have been handcuffed by,
And it is human nature to try and stay alive
In a world trying to kill you.
Surely my kidnapper has other prisoners
But I know they are not like me.
No, the other prisoners have no chains
Because they have welcoming eyes
And cute little faces
And what do I have?
Nothing desirable.
And I sob in my closet
I am perplexed as to why I am chained
Why couldn't one of the people
Who would've been happy to be here
Have been picked instead?
They would walk with no dragging shackles
Reminding them the clock is ticking
And all they do to fight back
Is ignore, ignore, ignore.
They would walk free
And see this person as a savior,
Not a captor;
They would be normal
In a normal world
Living a normal life.
But I, the chain
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i lust and therefore am just as bad as him.
his teeth are in my tail.
they're drawing blood
and cutting bone
but happily-ever-after's right in front of me
i wish he'd just let go
he never loved me
perhaps i loved him at one point
but then from his mouth came poison
drowning the children as they screamed
and i saw he was not someone i was looking for in that way.
but then i felt his eyes burn into me
and i heard him laugh at my name
and i saw the poison leaking from his grin
and somehow still, i resisted seeing him as beautiful.
no, i saw him with no personality
no mind worth saving
no innocence
and he had taken every piece from my chessboard.
i was once a queen of hearts with every ace in the deck in my hands
but now, i was a jester.
i couldn't admit how i felt to anyone
i felt painful
i knew i was just as bad as him
with no love in my veins
this is not a love story
i do not love this boy
with stars in his hair,
but somehow,
i still manage to LUST for him.
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In Heaven I Saw An Incubus
My lover's angel wings stretched out to see
The world in better view.
He reached his hand down to me
For we were a great pair of two.
But while I traveled
I always stuck my head out the window like a dog.
By someone with devil horns I was baffled
And I could only sob.
The demon, he snorted fire,
My hands clutched me warm like his hug.
He had only lust and desire
And my poor frail human life had just begun.
An incubus he was,
And I watched him prey on a bloody girl
The killer bees around me buzzed
And it caught me in another world.
I was not in heaven now;
No, hellfire burned around me.
It scorched my skin
I could not win
All I wanted was to see.
My friend the witch laid me down,
But could not cure me.
She warned me of the people of the town
And how they would surely burn me.
I left her hut into the woods
For his hazel eyes were turning me to a succubus.
If only I could be good,
Then I could perhaps forget about his touches.
But slowly I was sinking through the clouds:
Was I to fall int
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Farewell, Budgerigar
The cardinal sings to me
In your crying sleep
Farewell, Budgerigar.
I'll see you again one day, you'll see.
The grackle flies down the pine
In search of food to feed you.
I'll see the raven the first time
Farewell, sweet Budgerigar.
The lonely jay cries into the day,
"Come, come, I'll take you away,"
As the dove coos mournfully,
I pray.
The robin sits in silence,
The smallest sparrow gives me a reminder
I'm thankful for.
I promise one thing, though:
I love you,
Budgerigar.
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Pencil Grip
He bit down on his pencil grip,
the one that used to be mine.
He had found it in his backpack
and I hadn't told him about it.
I saw him with it in the class
where I was tormented day by day.
I had his pencil I had ended up with
but I didn't point it out.
She moved us side by side,
and at the end of class his prom-bound friend
Laughed and told me to look at him.
I wanted to,
but I knew it was a trap
and I resisted.
As his friend grunted and walked away,
He rolled his eyes as I stared down at my desk.
"Pay no attention to him, he's not very bright.
He's more like one of the very dimmest lights."
And then he strolled off to the girl he was to use next,
and I felt sad and alone.
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Mechanical Pencil
I kept his mechanical pencil
and held it hostage;
it was mine now,
a shrine to him.
His eyes, they shined like light
through the leaves of the hazelnut tree
over at me and he questioned a math problem
so simple.
Just as I tried to speak,
he cut me off with a number,
and I smiled and nodded
for he had been right.
In his free time I gave him our definitions
to copy down, copy down
so he would not be yelled at
once more.
In my nervousness I uttered,
"Thank you" when he brought it back;
he was probably confused as to why I had thanked him
for using my things.
It left me sore.
I had dreams of him counting,
and I mourned with him over his grades.
I helped his friend count up the seconds
of how long he could do many things.
And I thought back to when he had loaned me his
stained mechanical pencil;
the one I had stuffed in my bag.
That was an average pencil,
but nonetheless
an average pencil I could never give back.
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i swear it's not
"it's love," they said,
and then continued bickering
about who was really dating pure fire
who would take that rocket to outer-space
who would be the one who got kids to scream
at midnight with their shotgun
between two hands
as the cardinals from up north
die around them in piles
singing the last song their
short,
red
breaths
could manage.
i scrunched my nose up in disgust because
who loves gun wounds and dying birds?
who loves pure fire
tearing at their skin
ripping at their insides as they scream out?
but i could see how outer-space could be fun.
when children think of outer-space they see stars
and the moon
and the sun.
maybe that fire that burned you to ash was all of those things, too.
and then i saw one of them who said such things in the back
with clouds for hair as he killed off nature's children
one.
by.
one.
he ripped them from their roots
and fed them too much water.
"maybe they shouldn't have been thirsty," he explained in bitterness
as he poured the whole bag of fertilize
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Sinner on Sunday Morning
My new love is a sinner on Sunday morning
In ties and jerseys alike.
He stands and gives his speech
And through drugs and curses, he tries.
He speaks in modesty as the leader
Of all the bad boys who stray
From normality and simplicity
In order for their comments to stay.
He looked at me, of all people
And said he couldn't love me.
I guess that's okay, though;
I never loved him at all.
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Love is Dead.
upside down i stood
on blank wood
crying, dying,
dying, crying.
my heart fluttered above me,
and i cried nor died no more.
i am free
do not waste your breath on me
in several's eyes
i am not worth it anyways.
save me from the apple tree
i am about to hang from
i drop, drop to the ground
like rotting fruit.
they burn me so like a prisoner
in an electric chair
shocks, shocks going down my arms.
a non-lover says i am too good
for who i have lost
i agree, i agree
i am different
just as in the dreams i swim in
and i will find someone like me.
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hell is real (i kissed him)
he tasted like sins and regret and wasted septembers and burnt-up gin
and his eyes looked at me like nightmares, i promise
this was never a migraine for the insane nor was this me at midnight,
all curled up against the mirror sobbing a spiraling hymn.
i say, hell is real, i’ve felt him;
hands touched, fingers interlocked; i’ve seen the way he looks at me
like he wants to curl up next to my heartbeat, like another
mellowed down pop song on this dysfunctional radio.
boy, we hurt, we hurt, we hurt.
hell is real, i’ve made love to him
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ah. i curled into him curled out of him watched him
curve up and against me like a tide stretched out
and hung on a washing line to dry- oh the sin of breathing and being.
well i told you on the phone today that i live in a closet made of bones
and i am my own skeleton, told you all those tales
about boys who loved boys who loved boys who loved-
hell.
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i dream there.
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These shackles have burned into my ankles for too long;
My feet are desperately trying to pry themselves away from my body
For what is the use of a tool made to move you,
If you have no intention to move?

I love the handcuffs on my wrists
But not the person I have been handcuffed by,
And it is human nature to try and stay alive
In a world trying to kill you.

Surely my kidnapper has other prisoners
But I know they are not like me.
No, the other prisoners have no chains
Because they have welcoming eyes
And cute little faces
And what do I have?
Nothing desirable.

And I sob in my closet
I am perplexed as to why I am chained
Why couldn't one of the people
Who would've been happy to be here
Have been picked instead?

They would walk with no dragging shackles
Reminding them the clock is ticking
And all they do to fight back
Is ignore, ignore, ignore.
They would walk free
And see this person as a savior,
Not a captor;
They would be normal
In a normal world
Living a normal life.

But I, the chained woman,
Spit one final lie
To convince myself that this is worthwhile:
"I am free."
his teeth are in my tail.
they're drawing blood
and cutting bone
but happily-ever-after's right in front of me
i wish he'd just let go

he never loved me
perhaps i loved him at one point
but then from his mouth came poison
drowning the children as they screamed
and i saw he was not someone i was looking for in that way.

but then i felt his eyes burn into me
and i heard him laugh at my name
and i saw the poison leaking from his grin
and somehow still, i resisted seeing him as beautiful.

no, i saw him with no personality
no mind worth saving
no innocence
and he had taken every piece from my chessboard.
i was once a queen of hearts with every ace in the deck in my hands
but now, i was a jester.

i couldn't admit how i felt to anyone
i felt painful
i knew i was just as bad as him
with no love in my veins
this is not a love story
i do not love this boy
with stars in his hair,
but somehow,
i still manage to LUST for him.
My lover's angel wings stretched out to see
The world in better view.
He reached his hand down to me
For we were a great pair of two.

But while I traveled
I always stuck my head out the window like a dog.
By someone with devil horns I was baffled
And I could only sob.

The demon, he snorted fire,
My hands clutched me warm like his hug.
He had only lust and desire
And my poor frail human life had just begun.

An incubus he was,
And I watched him prey on a bloody girl
The killer bees around me buzzed
And it caught me in another world.

I was not in heaven now;
No, hellfire burned around me.
It scorched my skin
I could not win
All I wanted was to see.

My friend the witch laid me down,
But could not cure me.
She warned me of the people of the town
And how they would surely burn me.

I left her hut into the woods
For his hazel eyes were turning me to a succubus.
If only I could be good,
Then I could perhaps forget about his touches.

But slowly I was sinking through the clouds:
Was I to fall into his claws,
Was I to burn,
Or was it possible I could redeem myself to Heaven and turn?
The cardinal sings to me
In your crying sleep
Farewell, Budgerigar.
I'll see you again one day, you'll see.

The grackle flies down the pine
In search of food to feed you.
I'll see the raven the first time
Farewell, sweet Budgerigar.

The lonely jay cries into the day,
"Come, come, I'll take you away,"
As the dove coos mournfully,
I pray.

The robin sits in silence,
The smallest sparrow gives me a reminder
I'm thankful for.
I promise one thing, though:

I love you,
Budgerigar.
Farewell, Budgerigar
in memory of my beloved budgie Toby who sadly passed away on 3/25/17. i just worked up the courage to post this now. i love you w/ all of my heart, little guy.
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He bit down on his pencil grip,
the one that used to be mine.
He had found it in his backpack
and I hadn't told him about it.

I saw him with it in the class
where I was tormented day by day.
I had his pencil I had ended up with
but I didn't point it out.

She moved us side by side,
and at the end of class his prom-bound friend
Laughed and told me to look at him.

I wanted to,
but I knew it was a trap
and I resisted.

As his friend grunted and walked away,
He rolled his eyes as I stared down at my desk.
"Pay no attention to him, he's not very bright.
He's more like one of the very dimmest lights."

And then he strolled off to the girl he was to use next,
and I felt sad and alone.
Pencil Grip
lil bit of a sequel in a way to: snowy-the-owl.deviantart.com/a…
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Welcome to the group WeLoveBirds! I am glad that you joined! :-)
I look forward to your contributions. :-)
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ty for the watch ;w;
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You're welcome! :)
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